Noah's Embarrassing Problem Examined
Chapter 1
The kitchen smelled of roasted chicken and garlic, the kind of comfort food that usually made evenings at home feel warm and safe. Eighteen-year-old Noah poked at his mashed potatoes, swirling them into peaks and valleys with his fork. Across the small dining table, his mom, Sarah, sipped her water, her eyes flicking toward him between bites.
“So,” she said, breaking the quiet hum of the refrigerator in the background, “how’s school going? You mentioned that history project the other day.”
Noah shrugged, his shaggy brown hair falling into his eyes. “It’s fine. Got an A on it.”
“That’s great!” Sarah smiled, but her brow creased slightly. “You don’t sound too excited about it.”
“It’s just a grade,” he mumbled, pushing a piece of chicken around his plate.
Sarah set her fork down, leaning back in her chair. “Okay, what else is up? How’s soccer? You still hanging out with Jake and those guys?”
“Yeah, they’re fine. Soccer’s fine.” Noah’s voice was flat, his eyes glued to his plate like it held the secrets to the universe.
The air felt heavier now, the clink of silverware absent. Sarah tilted her head, studying her son. She’d raised him alone since he was three, and she knew his silences better than anyone. This wasn’t just teenage moodiness—something was gnawing at him.
“Noah,” she said softly, “what’s going on? You’re not yourself tonight.”
He glanced up, just for a second, then back down. “Nothing’s going on. I’m just tired.”
“Tired, huh?” Sarah’s voice stayed gentle, but there was a thread of skepticism in it. “You’ve been ‘tired’ for a few days now. Come on, talk to me.”
Noah’s jaw tightened, and he stabbed at his potatoes. “It’s nothing, Mom. Seriously, can we just eat?”
Sarah wasn’t buying it. She leaned forward, her elbows on the table, her dark eyes steady on him. “Noah, I’m your mom. You can tell me anything—you know that, right?”
He didn’t answer, just kept his head down, his fork frozen mid-swirl. The clock on the wall ticked louder in the silence.
“Sweetheart,” she pressed, her tone firmer now, “something’s bothering you. I can see it. I’m not gonna let this go until you talk to me.”
Noah let out a long breath, his shoulders slumping. “It’s… it’s stupid, okay? I don’t wanna talk about it.”
Sarah reached across the table, resting her hand near his but not touching, giving him space. “It’s not stupid if it’s bothering you. And I promise, there’s nothing you could say that I’d judge. Nothing you should be embarrassed about with me. Just tell me.”
He looked up, his cheeks flushed, his green eyes uncertain. “You say that, but… it’s really embarrassing, Mom.”
“Noah,” she said, her voice soft but unwavering, “I’m your mom. I’ve seen you puke on your shoes, cry over a scraped knee, and wear the same superhero underwear for a month when you were six. There’s nothing you can tell me that’s gonna change how I see you. Just let it out.”
He swallowed hard, his fingers twisting the edge of his napkin. For a moment, he looked like the little boy who used to crawl into her bed during thunderstorms. Then, in a voice barely above a whisper, he mumbled, “I… I think there’s something wrong with, uh… my penis.”
Sarah’s heart sank, not out of shock but because she could see how much it cost him to say it. His face was bright red, his eyes fixed on the table like he wanted to disappear. She kept her expression calm, though inside she ached for how alone he must’ve felt carrying this.
“Oh, honey,” she said gently, “I’m so glad you told me. That must’ve been really scary to hold onto. Does it hurt?”
Noah nodded, still not looking up. “Yeah. Like… a sharp pain sometimes. Not all the time, but… it’s weird. I don’t know what’s wrong.”
Sarah’s mind raced briefly—maybe a muscle strain from soccer, or something else benign—but she pushed the guesses aside. “Okay, that’s important to get checked out,” she said, keeping her tone steady. Then, hoping to lighten the moment just a touch, she added with a small smile, “You want me to take a look at it?”
Noah’s head snapped up, his eyes wide with horror. “No! God, no, Mom!”
She chuckled softly, raising her hands. “I know, I know, I’m kidding. Obviously, that’s not happening.” Her voice softened again. “But seriously, Noah, I’m gonna book a doctor’s appointment for you tomorrow. We’ll figure this out, okay? You don’t have to worry alone.”
He nodded, his shoulders loosening just a fraction, though his cheeks were still pink. “Okay,” he muttered. “Thanks, Mom.”
The waiting room at Dr. Patel’s office was quiet except for the soft hum of an aquarium in the corner and the occasional rustle of a magazine. Noah sat slouched in a cushioned chair, his hoodie pulled up, scrolling aimlessly on his phone. Sarah sat beside him, her purse in her lap, glancing at him every so often. The fluorescent lights made the room feel sterile, and the faint smell of antiseptic lingered in the air.
Sarah shifted, turning slightly toward him. “Noah,” she said gently, “when they call you back, do you want me to come with you, or would you rather go in alone?”
Noah’s thumb froze on his phone screen, his eyes still fixed on it. “Alone,” he said quickly, his voice low. “I’ll be fine.”
She nodded, though her mom instincts tugged at her. “Okay, that’s totally your call. Just… you know there’s nothing to be embarrassed about with a doctor, right? They see all sorts of problems every day. It’s just another Tuesday for them.”
He gave a small, sheepish nod, his cheeks faintly pink. “Yeah, I get it,” he mumbled, sinking a little deeper into his hoodie.
A nurse in navy scrubs appeared at the door, clipboard in hand. “Noah Carter?”
Noah’s head jerked up, and he shoved his phone into his pocket. He stood, his sneakers scuffing the floor, and started toward the nurse. Halfway there, he paused, his shoulders tense, and glanced back at Sarah. His green eyes were wide, his jaw tight—she could see the nerves radiating off him like heatwaves.
Sarah’s heart squeezed. She leaned forward, keeping her voice soft. “Hey, you sure you don’t want me to come back with you?”
Noah hesitated, then gave a small, almost imperceptible nod. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “Come with me.”
Sarah grabbed her purse and jacket, catching up to him in a few quick steps. The nurse, whose name tag read “Linda,” smiled warmly and led them down a hallway lined with exam rooms. They stepped into a small room with a paper-covered exam table and a sink in the corner. Noah perched on the edge of the table, his hands stuffed in his pockets, while Sarah took the chair by the wall.
Linda pulled out a digital thermometer and a blood pressure cuff. “Alright, Noah, let’s get some basics,” she said cheerfully. She took his temperature—98.6—then his height and weight, jotting down 5’10” and 155 pounds. She wrapped the cuff around his arm, the machine beeping as it tightened. “Blood pressure’s good, 118 over 76,” she noted. She pressed two fingers to his wrist, counting his pulse. “Heart rate’s 72. Perfect.”
She flipped a page on her clipboard, her pen poised. “So, what brought you in today?”
Noah’s eyes darted to the floor, his face flushing. He shifted on the table, the paper crinkling under him. “Uh… I’ve got, um… pain,” he said, his voice barely audible. “In my… penis.”
Sarah stayed quiet, her hands folded in her lap, giving him space to navigate this. Linda nodded, her expression professional and kind, like she’d heard it all before. “Okay, thanks for telling me. Can you tell me if there’s a specific time it hurts?”
Noah’s mouth opened, then closed, his fingers twisting the hem of his hoodie. He looked like he’d rather be anywhere else. “I… uh…”
Linda didn’t push too hard, but her tone stayed calm and direct. “Does it hurt all the time?”
He shook his head. “No.”
“Does it hurt when you pee?”
“No,” he said, a little clearer this time.
She tilted her head slightly, her voice steady. “Does it hurt when you have an erection?”
Noah’s face went crimson, and he stared at his sneakers like they might save him. After a long pause, he muttered, “Yeah.”
“Alright,” Linda said, making a quick note. “Thanks for letting me know, Noah. Dr. Patel will be in to see you shortly.” She gave him a reassuring smile, then stepped out, the door clicking shut behind her.
Noah let out a shaky breath, glancing at Sarah for the first time since they’d entered. She gave him a small, encouraging nod, her eyes warm. “You did great,” she mouthed, and he managed a faint, embarrassed half-smile before looking away again.
The exam room was silent except for the faint buzz of the overhead light and the occasional crinkle of the paper under Noah as he shifted. Sarah sat quietly in the corner, flipping through an old magazine she wasn’t really reading, while Noah stared at the linoleum floor, his hands fidgeting in his lap. The wait felt endless, the kind of awkward quiet that seemed to amplify every tiny sound.