I am Ramesh. I first met Hanna, at a ISKON retreat. She was a good looking American woman of about 34 years of age. She had joined ISKON was was very devoted to the organization. I also happened to visit the retreat and soon we started talking to each other. Hanna was very devoted person, but also bubbly and dynamic personality. She was very expressive and friendly to talk to. She did Seva a the Ashram.

Hanna as imagined by Bing AI.

noticed her first , when she was churning buttermilk. I must admit that I am aroused by smell of Buttermilk as it is churned, Hanna looked so hot.. I started to flirt with her , saying she looked exactly like the Gopi of the olden days.. She seems to have liked my compliment . We gradually started talking more and more.

As our friendships grew, I started visiting the ashram more often, just to meet Hanna. On one such visit, while I was waiting to see Hanna, I happened to watch a medical video. I did not notice that Hanna had come . She also saw me watching the video . It was an old Russian video abdominal surgery which included an examination before and after the surgery. I was lost in the video and did not notice that Hanna was there and watching too.

After some time, Hanna interrupted me. I was startled and taken aback. Maybe I should not have been watching it and not to mention, that I had not noticed her arrival. Hanna, excitedly asked, if I was curious about medical videos too? Her asking put me back at ease.. I confessed that I had a thing for medical content, especially the medical examinations and surgery. To add to my excitement, Hanna also confessed that she is interested in them too.

After that our friendship became even deeper. We started discussing our med fet interests. I asked her if she likes medical role play and if she enjoys the Doctor role. She said she is more interested in real medical settings and likes the patient role.

Once , during discussion, she expressed that she wanted to experience a rural medical setting in India as a patient and if I could help her with it. I suggested, we can visit a rural medical center attached to a medical college. She then suggested that we could act like a couple and visit the center some time. I reluctantly asked her if she would allow me to see her checkup . She said she would love it if I could be with her during the checkup. She wanted to go an extra mile to ask for hysterectomy, claiming she has a genetic disposition to cancer and wanted to be operated upon. She already had a son , who was with her real partner and his parents in the US. She thought it may be okay to not have more children. She said she hoped to be wheeled into OT , after all the necessary examinations and investigations.

I was a bit scared. This was too adventurous. I asked her if she was serious about getting surgery. She said she would like to abort just at the last minute, having experienced all the thrill till the last moment. I said “How are we going to abort it? She said, once she has been anesthetized, I must ask the surgeon to abort the surgery since it is elective only. But I was not sure. What if the surgeon did not agree to abort at the last moment. Hanna said, it's okay, in case it goes further, but we will try our best to abort. I was scared as hell. Was this otherwise beautiful and reasonable girl in her mind to suggest something like this. What happens if the surgery proceeds and she happens to lose her uterus. I tried to caution Hanah about the risks but that made her upset.

I reluctantly agreed to accompany her for this unusual adventure. Both of us were kind of excited and scared. She was for bringing to life her long held fantasy but there was a fear of something going out of control. That fear added to her excitement. I think at some level she really desired to see herself opened up on the table and that desire was deep. I was excited that I would get to witness her physical examination. I internally did not want her to undergo the surgery.and lose a vital organ for no good reason.

10 km from the Ashram was a Rural Hospital. It was manned by Doctors from KLBK Medical college on a part time basis. The college used this hospital as a training center. But it was not very well equipped. It was a government run medical college. There was a primitive lab but no imaging facilities.. The nearest equipped diagnostic facility was 20km from the place at the medical college. However, the doctors focussed on clinical assessments and did perform rather important and big surgeries there.

It was Wednesday morning when we decided to go. I suggested that Hannah keep her stomach empty, since she wanted to go to the extent of anesthesia if everything went according to the plan. I thought, it was anyway difficult to convince the doctor for anything like this and there was a very slim chance that our adventure really materialized. That kind of thinking made me feel a bit relaxed, since I thought nothing was actually going to happen, but I might get a chance to see Hannah’s checkup. I asked Hannah, if the doctor flatly denied surgery would she still ask the doctor to examine her for some complaint. Hannah nodded.. She said, if we are going the 10 km, we must get at least some experience and you won’t be disappointed for accompanying me all this while. I smirked, though It was not the most important thing on my mind. I asked Hannah to take a copy of her passport since that would be required because of being on a Visa.

Hannah had only buttermilk on Tuesday night and nothing more. She fasted the entire night. Wednesday morning , we set out to the hospital which was another 10 km from the ashram..