Spicy sketches
The treatment
Chiara pushed through the hospital’s glass doors with quiet assurance, almost mechanically, the result of repetition that had polished her movements to the bone. The entrance hall greeted her with its familiar scent—a stubborn mix of antiseptic and lukewarm coffee that clung to her nostrils like an old habit. Outside, the April sky weighed heavily over the city, thick with gray clouds threatening rain that still hesitated to fall. But inside, the fluorescent lights spat out a harsh, unrelenting white, carving every contour with surgical precision.
She adjusted the strap of her bag on her shoulder, a nervous tic she no longer noticed, and stepped into the hallway leading to the outpatient oncology unit. Her boots tapped softly against the worn linoleum, a steady, almost hypnotic rhythm that calmed her mind without her realizing it. In her head, thoughts drifted—light and disordered: the rain that might ruin her trip home, the leek soup she’d reheat tonight in her tiny kitchen, and that strange, almost delicious sensation that would flood her breasts after the treatment—a secret heaviness, a fullness she had learned to anticipate like a reward.
She moved down the hallway, passing numbered doors, abandoned carts, and a yellowed poster extolling the virtues of handwashing. The hospital carried on with its daily ballet: a hurried nurse crossed paths with a stooped orderly, murmurs of conversation escaping from a half-open door.
Chiara, though, slipped through the scene like a regular, a familiar figure to the staff who sometimes acknowledged her with a discreet nod. Arriving at Room 12, she knocked twice—more out of reflex than necessity—and the door opened almost instantly.
Marianne stood there, her white coat stretched over sturdy shoulders, a half-smile brightening her strong-featured face. “Well, if it isn’t my favorite patient—right on time!” she said, her warm voice cutting through the sterile coldness of the environment. Chiara responded with a light laugh, breezy as a sigh, and set her bag on the metal coat rack by the door. “Always. You know me.”
The treatment room was small and utilitarian, designed to erase any trace of personality. A narrow bed stood in the center, its mattress covered with a disposable sheet that crinkled at the slightest movement. To its left, a metal stand held empty vials like transparent fruit waiting to be plucked. On the rolling cart, a constellation of instruments gleamed under the harsh light: sealed cannulas, disinfectant bottles lined up like soldiers at attention, latex gloves stacked with near-manic precision. The air smelled of fresh plastic, punctuated by sharper notes—Betadine and chlorhexidine waiting in amber bottles.
Chiara unhooked her bra with practiced ease, folding it carefully on the plastic chair beside the bed. She lay back, the bed slightly reclined to support her spine, and laced her fingers behind her neck, exposing her full chest with a serenity that betrayed months of routine. Her breasts, heavy and round, rested on her torso like tranquil waves, their pale skin marbled with faint blue veins, their curves drawn with near-insolent precision. Modesty had no place here—it had dissolved in repetition, in the nurse’s professional gaze, in this strange intimacy born of necessity.
Marianne approached, her hands already sheathed in sterile gloves that snapped lightly against her wrists. She placed her fingers on Chiara’s left breast, beginning a preventive palpation with a gentleness that contrasted with the firmness of her touch. Her palms glided over the skin, pressing softly, exploring the flesh with the confidence of years of experience.
Chiara’s breasts, firm and resilient, rolled slightly under the pressure, their smooth surface rippling like fine fabric handled with care. “No residual nodules—perfect,” Marianne said, a smile in her voice, her eyes crinkling with genuine satisfaction. “And that’s not even mentioning their firmness…” she teased.
Chiara shrugged, a lazy motion that made her chest sway in a slow, natural dance. “Is that why you call me your favorite patient?”
Marianne burst into laughter, shaking her head as if dispelling an amusing thought. “Oh, if all my patients were like you, I’d spend my days whistling.”
She stepped back, her gloves whispering, and grabbed a bottle of Betadine from the cart. The amber liquid, thick as honey, splashed onto a sterile pad with a dull sound, and Marianne began disinfecting Chiara’s chest in wide, concentric circles. The coolness of the solution made the skin shiver, staining it a deep brown, like a summer tan stolen from some distant beach. Her breasts, mobile under Marianne’s broad strokes, swayed gently, their weight pulling them into a hypnotic rhythm, like ripe fruit ready to drop.
Next came the 2% alcoholic chlorhexidine—a second, sharper pass that erased some of the coppery tint, leaving the skin pale again, slightly pink from the cold and friction. Chiara’s curves, glossy under the light, seemed to vibrate with a life of their own, their surface catching the neon glow in a subtle dance.
“I bet your chest makes other women jealous!” Marianne remarked as she rubbed the right breast, her fingers gliding over the plush flesh with near-caressing precision.
Chiara smiled, eyes half-lidded, savoring the evaporating chill on her skin. “You say that every time.”
“Because it’s true! Firm, generous, aesthetically flawless. Mine look downright pitiful next to yours.” She glanced down at her own coat, which hinted at less opulent shapes, softened by years and gravity.
“Oh, stop—you’re not so bad yourself,” Chiara shot back, her voice a mix of sincerity and playful teasing.
Marianne hung two vials of zoledronic acid on the metal stand—10 cc of a clear liquid, pristine as spring water trapped in glass. She connected the tubing with seamstress-like dexterity, three lines per vial, their fine tips dancing in the air before stabilizing like threads pulled taut. The transparent, flexible lines dangled with fragile grace, ready to come alive.
Marianne picked up a green-tipped cannula, 50 mm long, its needle gleaming like a blade under the light. She positioned it above the left breast, at 10 o’clock relative to the nipple, and pressed in with a quick, precise thrust. The skin resisted for a fraction of a second—taut as a membrane about to snap—before yielding with a sharp pinch that shot through Chiara like an electric jolt. She inhaled deeply, lips parting on a held breath, a flash of pain tightening her face before fading.
“You okay?” Marianne asked, her tone soft but firm, fingers already poised for the next step.
“Yeah, yeah—just the initial sting,” Chiara replied, her voice slightly rough but controlled.
“Alright, here we go,” Marianne announced, and at those words, Chiara’s nipples stiffened abruptly—two pink points hardened by instinctive, almost animal anticipation.
The second cannula, at 12 o’clock, slid in with the same swift brutality, the needle piercing flesh with an imperceptible crack, followed by a shiver that raced up Chiara’s spine. The third, at 2 o’clock, completed the trio, and the left breast, now bristling with three metal points, seemed to thrum with contained energy, like a canvas stretched under an invisible wind.
Marianne rolled her stool to the other side of the bed, the cart squeaking faintly against the table. “Now for the right,” she said, hands already in position. She repeated the ritual with metronomic precision—10, 12, 2—each insertion drawing a slight twitch, a controlled sigh from Chiara. Her breasts, now impaled by six cannulas, looked frozen in eerie tension, their smooth surface dotted with steel intruders catching the light in cold glints.
Marianne adjusted a tube, her gloved fingers brushing skin with incongruous delicacy. “Ever thought about getting spa treatments?” she asked, breaking the silence with calculated lightness. “I started last week. Massages, essential oils—the whole thing. Gives you a little boost.”
Chiara giggled, hands still laced behind her neck, breasts motionless. “Seriously? Does it actually work?”
“Let’s just say it’s good for morale,” Marianne replied, a smirk in her voice. “Mine aren’t on your level, but I pamper them as best I can.”
She released the flow of the IVs, turning the small valves with watchmaker precision, and the liquid began dripping—1 ml per minute.
A vivid burn suddenly radiated through Chiara’s breasts, as if filaments of fire were threading into her flesh, tracing incandescent lines beneath the skin. She clenched her teeth for a second until the sensation dulled, leaving behind a numb, soothing veil over her nerves.
“You know what I love? Lingerie,” Chiara mused, gaze lost in the ceiling cracks, her voice dreamy. “A good bra changes everything. Makes you feel held, showcased.”
Marianne nodded, eyes discreetly monitoring the vials. “Oh, I believe it. With your chest, you must have endless options. I struggle just finding something that stays up without cutting off circulation or making me look like a granny.”
They laughed together, a bright, spontaneous sound bouncing off the chemical-saturated air.
Chiara’s breasts, pierced by the cannulas, seemed to swell imperceptibly under the influx of fluid, their stretched skin gleaming like varnished canvas. A slow, heady warmth rose in her—like a sweet wine steeping in a forgotten cellar.
“You know what I appreciate most?” Chiara added, her voice lower, almost intimate. “The 24 or 48 hours after treatment. That feeling of… fullness. Like everything’s more alive in there, more present.”
Marianne raised an amused eyebrow, fingers tapping a tube to check the flow. “You’re not the first to say that. Must be weird, though?”
“Weird, but… hard to explain,” Chiara replied, a faint smile on her lips. “It’s like my breasts take up all the space, like they’re breathing for me.”
A sharp pain suddenly lanced through her right breast—an invisible needle digging into flesh—and Chiara winced, her breath hitching. “Ouch, that one tugged…” she murmured, fingers tightening slightly behind her neck.
Marianne laid a light hand above the 2 o’clock cannula, her gloved chill contrasting with the heat radiating from the area. “It’ll pass. Breathe deep,” she said, her voice soft but sure. She patted gently, an almost maternal gesture, and the IV continued its steady, relentless drip.
“But the shots in the butt?” Chiara added, her tone lighter. “Those I can’t stand.”
Marianne laughed, a rough, generous sound filling the room. “What, scared of a little jab in the rear?”
“Not scared—it’s just that they cramp up,” Chiara said, a mischievous smile playing on her lips. “This is different. Hard to explain.”
They exchanged a knowing look, and silence settled between them, punctuated only by the monotonous drip of the IVs.
Minutes stretched, lazy and slow, the room shrinking into an intimate cocoon suspended in time. Chiara’s breasts, engorged with fluid, took on a new density—a voluptuous heaviness that made the skin around the cannulas quiver. Their surface, stretched taut, seemed on the verge of splitting, like overripe peaches under the sun. Marianne, bent over her task, occasionally let her gaze linger—a mix of professionalism and discreet, almost involuntary curiosity.
“You should model for magazines!” she blurted suddenly, half-serious, half-teasing, her fingers adjusting a valve with jeweler-like precision. “With those, you’d be a sensation.”
Chiara rolled her eyes, a theatrical motion that made her chest tremble slightly under the needles. “Very funny. I’ll keep them to myself, thanks.” Yet there was a hint of pride in her voice, an echo of the fullness swelling inside her—a slow, inevitable wave threatening to overflow.
The vials emptied with agonizing slowness, their levels receding like a lazy tide uncovering forgotten shores.
The liquid, innocent in its clarity, seeped into Chiara’s flesh, carving invisible paths, dissolving microcalcifications with sculptor’s patience. She felt every drop, every milliliter, like a gentle but insistent intrusion—a caress that burned before soothing. Marianne, perched on her stool, occasionally crossed her legs, her eyes flicking between the vials and her patient with quiet vigilance.
“What’s your plan tonight?” she asked, breaking the silence with mundane curiosity.
“Nothing special,” Chiara drawled. “Soup, a book, maybe a show if I stay awake. You?”
“Same, but with a glass of red,” Marianne said, a wink in her voice. “Gotta reward myself after a day of stabbing people.”
Chiara chuckled softly, her breasts quivering with the motion, and a fresh pain—brief but sharp—lanced through her left breast. She frowned, a breath escaping her lips.
“Another little gift from the meds,” Marianne commented, her fingers feather-light over the area. “Don’t worry—we’re almost done.”
The vials finally emptied, two transparent husks abandoned on their perch, their tubing dangling like severed ropes. Marianne shut off the flow with surgical precision, her movements fluid and assured, then began removing the cannulas one by one.
She started with the left breast, gripping the 10 o’clock needle between gloved fingers. A quick pull, and a tiny red bead welled up, rolling slowly before being blotted away. Two more dots of blood appeared on the right breast—scarlet tears swiftly smothered. Chiara felt a final, fleeting burn—like a goodbye—then nothing. Just the weight, the presence filling her chest like an inner caress, a secret she’d carry with her.
Marianne disinfected again, chlorhexidine tracing cold circles over the now-liberated breasts, their glossy surface catching the light in an unreal sheen. She applied two large bandages, their adhesive edges hugging curves with geometric precision, covering the three injection sites on each side.
“There you go, gorgeous,” she said, her voice warm with quiet satisfaction. “Ready to head out.”
Chiara sat up slowly, stiff muscles protesting softly. She reached for her bra, fingers sliding over lace with near-ritual slowness. Her breasts, heavier from the treatment, swayed lazily as she maneuvered them into the cups, savoring the new fullness pulsing under her skin—a sweet, unspoken thrill that would linger until tomorrow.
“Thanks, Marianne,” she said, pulling on her sweater carefully. “Always a pleasure.”
The nurse tidied her supplies, movements quick and efficient, a smile playing on her lips. “See you in two weeks, then. And watch out for that rain!”
Chiara nodded, grabbing her bag. As she left the room, the fullness wrapped around her like an embrace—a slow, heady wave that would carry her until the next appointment, a quiet fantasy nestled in the heart of her flesh.