The next Monday morning both Audry and Jeannette were outside waiting for the doctor to come by and open the office.

“Audry, shouldn’t you be at the diner?” the doctor said out of breath after running over from his house about a half mile away.

“I am doing monday nights now.. And with all that paperwork I knew Jeanette needed some help… Anyways you have a lot of patients today.”

“Well thank you and sorry I’m late Fiona made me breakfast and lost track of time… She’s going to stop-in at around 10:00 on her way to get the kids.”

At 10:00 exactly Fiona walked through the door. Just as demure as the first time they all met but with a much friendlier attitude. She sat down with the two young ladies between the paperwork.

“Well I told him Sunday night… that I am having another baby… Three kids before 30! I only just turned 27… A lot of my friends just started…”

“Well didn’t you get married at 21?” Audry asked innocently.

“I was 22, thank you…”

“Barely…” Jeanette responded with a smile.

“Yes… but I was 22..”

“I bet he’s happy though.” Audrey said, unsure of herself.

“I guess…” Fiona said with a side eye to Audrey.

“Well…Fiona, ummm thank you for the advice… and I think you made Bobby’s weekend a lot more fun.”

“Oh did you?”

“Oh my yes, yes and yes… and another yes…”

“Well that’s some very good news then.” Fiona said with a smile.

“What are you ladies even talking about?” Audry asked.

“Some martial advice…” Fiona said quietly, side-eying her again.

“Life changing marital advice… Finally!”

“Finally what?”

“CLIMAX!.. First by myself when Bobby was at work, then once I figured it out, and told him what to do… Oh MY! What a weekend!”

“Well good for you then.” Audry said, a bit uncomfortable.

“It was amazing! If I figured it out earlier I might not be pregnant now… but it is better with a man than alone…”

“I wouldn’t know about a man…” Audry said going back to her paperwork.

“Yeah, the only man who’s ever seen you naked is doctor Richardson.”

“What!” Said Fiona in a shocked tone.

“Yeah, he did a pelvic exam on Audry.”

“What? When?”

“When he did my college physical. My mom insisted on one… unfortunately.”

Fiona swiveled her chair around looking Audry right in the eyes.

“He what? Alone with you?”

“Oh Gosh no! Mary and my mom were there.”

“Mary! And she let him do it!”

“NO… I mean my mom made him…”

“Oh? Well now… what was it like getting an intimate exam from my husband?” She asked, stressing the words “my husband.”

“Pretty standard I guess…”

“No, really I want to know what he did exactly.”

“Well, my mom insisted.. So he did a breast exam, then a pelvic exam…Yeah though, Mary took my temperature in my butt… said it was necessary because it was my first visit here… Said it was doctor’s orders..”

“Oh really now? And where was the doctor when she had a thermometer in your tush?” She asked, thinking to herself he wanted to take advantage of the situation.

“I don’t know… probably in his office?” she responded confused.

“Yes OK.. well breast exam?”

“It was on my college paperwork… It said Breasts, and he checked off normal… So…”

“But he touched them?”

“Yes… He moved his fingers in a little pattern like this..” She repeated the small circles he did with her breast exam over her blouse.

“And then?”

“He had me lay back and did it again…” She said unconsciously unbuttoning her top two buttons.

“Oh really now?”

“Yes then he felt my belly and that’s when my mom insisted on doing a Pelvic Exam and pap smear.

“Did he argue with her?”

“A little but my mom insisted and once she did he went along with it.”

“He did? Well…”

“Yes, Mary helped get my feet in the stirrups, so cold on my bare feet… then he was sitting there between my legs, and had me open them…and a handsome man I just met was looking at my bare vagina…” she said squeezing her legs together and closing her eyes…

The sight of her legs squeezing together and the fact she called her husband “handsome” made Fiona jealousy upset. She took a deep gulp stunned and asked “And then young lady?”

“He did a pelvic exam… first he looked me all over, every fold, everything… and when he pulled back the hood over my clit…it was so embarrassing…” She said, her eyes still closed, squeezing her legs together again… and I really didn’t like the speculum. That kind of hurt and was so cold in my virgin vagina…. But he used a lot of lube so I’d be comfortable when he did the bimanual exam…. Yes… I actually calmed down and relaxed a bit… I didn’t like it, but was weird to have fingers inside me… you know what I mean?”

“Yes…” Fiona said coldly…

“But the… rectovaginal… you know the finger in one hole and the other… that was the worst part. But he was also so… gentle… like he knew how much I didn’t want to be there… but…” she said again squeezing her legs together and slowly opening her eyes to see a shocked Fiona staring at her, red face showing through her make-up.

“Well then… Young lady… Well… OK… Look, I need to go get the kids… Tell him I was here… I guess…” she said quickly getting up and rushing out the door… She rushed into the car and threw her head down on the steering wheel and started to cry… “That sasshole enjoyed that exam and that bitch enjoyed it too!”

She drove up the mountain towards the Richardson Dairy Farm, crying and trying to compose herself but couldn’t… When she drew closer she saw Mary walking along the country road. “Mary, need a ride?”

“No, just out for a walk, probably headed to see Emmie eventually… What’s wrong dear? You look horrible.”

“Get in…” Fiona said coldly. Mary got into the car and closed the door. “You let my husband take advantage of that bitch and she liked it.”

“What are you talking about.. Who?”

“You know who… Audrey… She LOVED the pelvic exam he gave her and you… You let him…”

“Fiona…”

“Don’t Fiona me…” She said bursting into tears again. “He took advantage of the situation… She didn’t want that exam.. And then… she liked it!”

“Fiona, I am not sure who told you about what happened but…it’s not like that… I….I…I made him do it after her mother insisted… I took advantage of the situation, because when I was younger I had a crush on her mother…I don’t think William even noticed what she looked like.”

“Fine… but he wanted you to take her temperature in her ass like some pervert.”

“No.. me again.” She said, hanging her head in shame. “William was shocked when I charted it… Downright mad at me…If I knew he had to do a pelvic exam, I wouldn’t have…”

“How did he act? How did she act?”

“She was terrified the whole time.”

“But she was aroused thinking about it just now.”

“It happens… It happens to me… Doesn’t mean anything. Think I’d ever have sex with Daniel? Absolutely not! And William was perfectly professional the whole time, he wouldn’t have had a thought other than what would have needed to be done. Trust him OK? He loves you. He always talks about you, he loves his kids… He’s absolutely just a professional… I was the one who wasn’t and now I hurt you… I am so sorry…” Mary said, crying a bit herself.

“Really?” was all Fiona could manage to say, finally thinking to herself that just maybe it was all in her head.

She picked up her two children. Meghan, almost five, and little Daniel who was three. When they got home, she was feeling a bit guilty about how she behaved and decided to be full domestic housewife. She cooked him his favorite meal… Got the kids bathed and dressed in their best. She was thinking it would also be a good night to tell them they’d be older siblings… and she waited…

6PM came and went and Danny wasn’t home yet… The dinner she made was getting cold so she and the kids ate. 7PM he wasn’t home yet… she still had a plate out for him. She could warm it up, but decided to start to get the kids in bed… They kept asking where daddy was. Saying she didn’t know, and it hurt her in a way she couldn’t explain… 8PM she was so upset he hadn’t called she threw his meal in the trash and turned on the TV… By 9pm she took off her make-up and went to bed…

Almost as soon as she turned the bedroom light off she heard him walking in the door, and climbing up the stairs in the dark house. He came into the bedroom.

“Fi, So sorry. I hope you saved me a plate, that smells like my mother’s pot roast recipe.” he said joyfully

“If you want your plate, it’s in the trash where it belongs.”

“What? I am sorry I am so late…” he said, crawling into the bed and wrapping his arms around her.

“Don’t touch me.” she responded, curling up in a ball facing away from him.

“What’s wrong?”

“It’s after 9pm… I spent all afternoon cooking for you.. Doing something nice for you… and you come in here and just want a plate of food… You didn’t even call. You don’t love me anymore. You don’t find me attractive anymore. I’m just your cook.”

“I’m sorry Fi… we had a medical emergency… I had to”

“Oh Medical emergency!? Spending the night with Audrey huh?!”

“NO! I sent her home at 4.. I was leaving and Mrs Sampson ran up with her baby… I had to get him to a hospital…”

“Eilene Sampson? From church?”

“Yes… He had a fever of 103, and trouble breathing…”

“Artie? Baby Artie? Is he going to be OK?”

“I… don’t know… We drove to the hospital in the city… I wanted to stay with her until her Husband came.. You know he works nights… I didn’t call because.. I’m sorry I was more worried about them losing a six-month-old…”

“I’m a damn fool…”

“What’s going on?”

“I don’t even know anymore.” she said bursting into tears. “Do you still find me attractive?”

“Yes dear.”

“Even with my big mom butt, stretch marks and sagging boobs?”

“What? Yes…I’m no strapping farm lad anymore either. I got fat…”

“Yeah, but… I like your dad body…” she said, still choked but with a little laugh.

“Yeah and I like your mom body.. I mean I helped make you a mom..”

“You did this to me on purpose!” she joked.

“You're the one who said you couldn’t get pregnant the first time.”

“And you’re the one who should have known better.”

“You are something else.. Remember our first date?”

“Don’t remind me… we were both so awkward… when you helped me find my way around you were such a knight in shining armor.. On our date you spilled salad dressing on yourself…”

“You choked on your water and spit it up on me…”

“Why did we ever have a second date?”

“When we held hands walking back… It just felt so right.”

“Yeah, I found a man just as clumsy as me… we both tripped over that tree root.”

“I was a good man and broke your fall. You landed right on top of me.”

“I still broke my glasses… I’d have kissed you if I didn’t promise my mom I wouldn’t kiss on a first date.”

“I didn’t know better… and I was too shy to kiss someone that beautiful.”

“BUT we met up for dinner in the dining hall the next day! Want to know a secret?”

“Sure Fi.”

“I loved the feeling of your muscular chest when you helped me up… I masturbated that night thinking about it.”

“Oh?”

“Yes, I knew I’d marry you though.. Eventually…”

“I had the same feeling Fi.” He said, reaching out again, spooning her. This time she just grabbed his arms and wrapped them tightly around her.

The next day, Fiona gathered up the kids, made a platter of sandwiches for everyone at her husband’s office, and headed over. As she was entering the office a striking young blonde woman was leaving with an equally attractive older woman. Her red horned glasses were the same model that Fiona had and that caught her eye. She made eye contact which the young lady quickly broke.

Fiona and the kids made it upstairs, and were quickly greeted by the Doctor and Jeanette, and she started handing out Sandwiches. “Where is Audry?” she asked.

“She’s picking up exam room two. She’ll be right out.”

“I’ll give her a hand… and I owe her an apology, I think.” Fiona walked down the hall and flung the door open and saw Audry naked from the waist down with her shirt open. She was sitting on the end of a chair, holding a hand mirror between her legs and watching her fingers touch herself… Fiona quickly locked the door behind her and took the key. “OK We really need to talk…” Fiona said calmly as Audrey bolted past her trying the door. “Do you really want to run out there naked?”

“Oh God,,,” Audry said, sitting back down…

“What was all that?”

“Nothing… I was…”

“You were about to rub one out…”

“Yes…”

“Why?”

“I just saw the doctor do a pelvic exam on my best friend Ally…”

“Oh how interesting… Why did you start.. Masturbating then…”

“I… I… don’t know… hers looked so different than mine and, i grabbed the mirror and…”

“You were imagining my husband examining you, weren’t you?”

“And Ally… And… I am sorry.” she squeaked out. But to her surprise Fiona sat in the chair next to hers and moved in close smiling.

“Well, was he professional?”

“Very.. I’m naked…”

“Here.” Fiona said, handing her the bundle of clothes on the floor and watching her quickly dress. “Did she enjoy her first exam? You did.”

“I didn’t…”

“You did, I saw how you told me about it yesterday… Squeezing your legs together, closing your eyes… Telling me all your intimate details.”

“I… Did… but… she didn’t…”

“Oh what a shame… I don’t like them either, I didn’t have one until I was pregnant… The first doctor I saw after that was our family doctor… It made William so jealous that a man saw me in the stirrups that he insisted on, and set me up with a female OB-GYN he knew…”

“He’s pretty gentle… not that I have much experience…”

“I am sure he can be… My first doctor really wasn’t… He thought I was a whore being unmarried and pregnant… Even told my mom that. That really upset William.”

“What?! That’s rude! And wait, you weren’t married yet?”

“NO… It was pretty bad at my house after they found out. I lived with my grandmother for a while who reminded my parents of a saying from the old country. ‘The first baby comes whenever it wants after the wedding. The next babies take nine months.”

“I see…Why..umm?”

“OH I was so jealous of you. Athletic, great body.. So pretty… You know William wanted to do an OB internship in medical school but I talked him out of it. I said it was too long a residency and I just wanted to settle down… and we had another baby coming.. But I was jealous.”

“Why is that?”

“Well he used to say that for every attractive eighteen year old nursing student he’d see three sixty year old grandmothers but the fact he said attractive eighteen year old nursing student made me think he noticed… Then I found out about you.. And then when I found out he gave you a pelvic exam.. And I am sorry I assumed the worst.”

“Yeah, but he also said, sixty year old grandma…”

“I also, well I mean if he looked at vaginas all day would he want to see mine? And ummm I also didn’t want to be another body to him…”

Smiling a bit still in shock Audry said “Him having no sexual interest in me was half the turn on.. I wouldn’t want to ruin that… or you… or his family…”

“I know dear… He never talks about patients, how many Pelvic exams does he do in a week?”

“One or two… Usually middle aged mothers, in a rush for one stop shopping… I think Ally was only his second virgin like me.”

“Oh I see now… Can you tell me about it? What was it like? What did you like about it? Was it just like yours?.”

“I convinced her to come in for one.. We are going to the same nursing program… I don’t think she knew what to expect and brought her mother along… Just like me… I mean I saw her naked in like the shower before but not like this.. Exposed in those stirrups.. Imagine if they could talk? Wonder what they’d say..”

“Probably a lot. That was his dad’s exam table…”

“I know, and his dad’s speculums..”

“What one did he use on Ally? There are three out…”

“The one with the long thin bills… same one as me.. Now if THOSE could talk…” she said with a smile.

“I bet you’d sit here listening… my first time the doctor used one about this big.. It hurt so much I almost cried.”

“Well I’ll be honest, even the little one felt huge in me…”

“Well, you are a virgin…”

“Haha maidenhead and all.. It’s still mostly there… I think the exam stretched it a bit… Ally’s was already gone… but she did dance and horses…”

“What else was different?”

“Her nipples are darker.. Mine are much pinker, and they didn’t get as hard as mine…”

“Oh? What else?”

“Much more… Vagina lips… and she is a natural blond… everywhere…”

“Oh my… well did you like seeing them?”

“No.. yes… OK… just wanted to compare them to mine… and her anus was pretty pink.. Mine is dark…I liked seeing his fingers go inside her.”

“OH I bet…” Fiona said

“Hey you just squeezed your legs together yourself.”

“Yes… Just remembering the feeling of the first time something was inside me… I bet she felt very tight to him.”

“I think so… he had to keep telling her to relax… more than he had to with me.”

“Did she keep her glasses on?”

“Yes.. oh you’re imagining yourself in her shoes aren’t you?”

“A bit, though… not exactly… Just remembering the first time William did anything to me…I was probably that tight…”

“Yeah but.. He wasn’t doing a job…”

“Oh he was doing a job all right… but…”

“He was perfectly professional Fiona…”

“I know.. still… “

“You’re not going to tell him?”

“About this? No way.”

“It’s not weird?”

“It is but I think we all like something weird… I just like something else..”

“I touched myself though.”

“We all do, don’t be fooled… I have been since I was younger than you.. Don’t tell my mother… Anyways, any other exams coming up?”

“Ally’s mother next monday…”

“OH Well now I’d love to here about it… Will you share?”

“If you don’t tell…”

“I won’t. now go freshen up. I’ll finish cleaning up and go have a sandwich…”

A few minutes later Fiona and Audrey appeared in the waiting room where everyone was eating and both children were sitting on Jeanette’s lap playing. “You two were gone a while, everything OK?” The doctor asked

“Yes. I think we are friends now…” Fiona said and Audrey smiled

“Well that’s good news then…Come on you two enjoy lunch.”

That night as William and Fiona settled in she turned to him and asked “What did you think about Ally today?”

“What do you mean?”

“Was she pretty? I thought so when we passed in the hall… I am just curious… That’s all… You’re making an impression with attractive eighteen year old future nursing students. Did you at least notice we had the same glasses?”

“Well I noticed that… and blue eyes… but nothing else.”

“Fine! If you're completely honest with me, I’ll tell you my deepest kink that I would NEVER act on…”

“What is that?”

“I want someone else to hold me down while you spank me…”

“WHAT!”

“I.. I should.. Explain.. I never told ANYONE about this… I got into a fight in high school… like a real physical fight… I had two black eyes…”

“You? In a fight? With who?”

“Her name was Helen McCarthy. You know the type, everyone thought was perfect but probably peaked in high school… She used to make fun of my red hair… Called me ugly… and I just lost it when she pulled on my hair one day… In the gym showers… I started pummeling her and she fought back… the shower nun… Sister Hedwig pulled us apart and she was enraged that we fought and that her habit got wet… She dragged us out into the gym… still naked…Good thing it was a girl’s school… She tossed us some towels and called the principal Father McManus and marched us down to his office, in just our towels… She made Helen hold me down while he whipped my bottom with his belt… but I was skinny and the hits were coming across.. Well my bumm and.. And…if he missed a bit.. my…pussy… I was screaming in pain but also… just felt so… exposed, and when a hit was just right electric.. I was struggling but Helen held me down across his desk…

Then I had to hold Helen down but… she was a lot stronger than me and kept breaking free… and that annoyed Sister Hedwig… He sent us back to get dressed while he called our parents… Helen got sent on her way but sister Hedwig pulled me into her office and was yelling at me about not holding Helen down well… and I needed another punishment… She pulled me over her lap but… I was too black and blue… She umm.. She was a bit strange…. I think she liked watching the girls shower… but… ummm gave me a punishment suppository… it burned… It’s probably… no, i am sure of it… is why anything near my bum hole totally freaks me out… and you have no idea how much I had to trust you that night when we, you know… in the butt…And please don’t tell anyone. I didn’t even tell mom the details.. Especially about afterwards and sister…”

“She really took advantage of you… “

“I know, but… I also really liked the attention and I have been too ashamed to ever admit that… I really thought of myself as an ugly duckling, geeky, skinny, redhead, book girl with thick glasses who used to wear second hand clothes, and had no athletic ability,”

“What happened when your parents found out?”

“About the fight? My mom was really upset and was going to spank me herself until she saw the job that was done on me… and my dad… once I explained she pulled on my hair seemed proud of me. Said “Well I hope Helen learned not to upset a good Irish Girl.”

“I’m really sorry Fi…Also, I can’t imagine you not being a little style conscious…”

“I learned to sew my own clothes… otherwise, before that, all hand me downs from my sisters… And you’re wondering why I just told you all this? Well I’ve been really mean to Audrey because I thought you two were having an affair.”

“WHAT!!!!”

“Oh well, you bring in some 18 year old nursing student, who’s downright beautiful into your office… Have seen her naked.. I’m sure you liked what you’ve seen… BUT I kind of get it now…”

“What do you get?”

“You are a professional… But did you notice her?”

“What do you mean?”

“That she was a little aroused by your exam?”

“Yes…”

“Did it excite you? Just a bit?”

“Not in the moment… I just wanted to finish.. There is so much to think about…”

“Afterwards? At all? I just told you my deepest secret… So ever think about a patient afterwards?”

“I’d NEVER act on that…”

“So yes… I fantasized about Audry holding me down… I’d never ever act on that either…”

“Fi, I love you. You’re the girl for me.. My wife… I can’t imagine being with anyone else…”

“I love you too william… This is our secret OK?.. But I’d kind of want to hear a little more about the patients who you think about later.”

“Why though?”

“If you’re going to think about another woman naked… I want to imagine them holding me down… Just fantasy OK… We will never blur that line, OK?”