"Ok Mr Jones, so Amy and I are going to start with gently stretching your anus now. Amy we will need an Alan Parks anal speculum, that's right, the three pronged one right there..."

Now that you are properly restrained, I have removed the cover on the trolley and as you cast your eyes over the equipment, you gasp in shock and fearful disbelief.

"Please... Don't hurt me." You whisper quietly, your eyes wide with trepidation.

There's an entire tray devoted to different types of speculum as well as electrical stimulation wands and various stainless steel probes designed to stretch and relax tight muscles but your fear really reaches new heights when you see the two preloaded glass syringes laying in a kidney dish with a pair of Pennington forceps and cotton wool balls soaked in alcohol.

"There there, David. I know it's scary and I'm not going to lie to you, I think you know these injections are not going to be totally pain free but it's going to be so much better when you've had this done. Amy and I will do our absolute best to help you through this."

You stifle a whimper as Amy hands me the speculum. You know that there's nothing you can do but try to deal with this the best you can but you are so scared of the procedure. You are especially scared of the shots but more than that, you are scared of making a fool of yourself. Of loosing your composure and dignity. What if you cry out because it hurts too much? You don't want to cry in front of two pretty nurses who might judge you for not being manly enough to take the pain.

You hear us both snapping on nitrile gloves behind you and you close your eyes, trying to block out the reality of what's going on.

"Ok, so Amy, you want to just gently guide the speculum into Mr Jones's anus, again use a little bit of lubricant and digital massage to loosen things up there if it doesn't go in easily.'

You hold your breath, expecting pain but the speculum glides inside you with little resistance and I show Amy how to open it by turning the screw slowly. I hear you moaning gently as the blades begin to stretch you open little by little.

"This process cannot be rushed" I tell Amy, "we need to work with the patient and do what we can to help him relax. How are you feeling there David? You're doing really well but I want to get the speculum open a little wider. Just relax for me sweetie.... "

You moan and gasp as the speculum opens ever wider. The metal contraption jutting from your back passage is now forcing you open wider than you ever thought could be possible and it's now very uncomfortable. You moan and whimper but we are nowhere near close to being finished.

I pick up a device that looks a little like an electric toothbrush except, instead of a brush, there is a metal prong with what looks like a ball bearing on the end.

"So this is for applying electrical stimulation directly to the muscle from inside the anus. It will force the muscle to contract and release whilst in the wider position and help the muscle learn to relax...." I explain to Amy, "Over time we hope for a significant reduction in Mr Jones's anorectal pain as the muscles should become more relaxed."

I continue to show Amy the controller dial on the machine and as she stands there, listening to my instructions, her small hand on the dial, you cannot help admiring her beautiful curvaceous hourglass body. She has a lovely shapely bottom which is accentuated by a tiny waist and you are in awe of how she wears her mint green student nurses dress in a way that makes it seem like she has been poured into it.

Amy places her hand gently on your shoulder and leans closer towards you. So close, you can smell her perfume. Her beauty and closeness makes you feel even more nervous and she senses this, making light of the situation by use of her bubley playful nature.

"Well that's a good thing isn't it Mr Jones? Are you ready to get your butt zapped?....."