I can’t believe we are finally doing this, it has been weeks now. My mind has worked out thousands of different scenarios on how this is going to play out who knows now what is going to happen for real.

But the reality is that I don’t have any idea on how everything is going to play out because I am so a stranger to this ideas and scenarios and this is scary af.

I am on the train only a bunch of minutes to the hotel room where we are going to meet and my brain hasn’t stop picturing, having flashes, wondering. And my body as always with the thought of our chats, reacts like with a mind of its own.

Since we start chatting we got along very well, same sort of sense of humor and wit. She pushed me into this new fantasies without even trying, like an awakening for me…

We planned this encounter carefully.

She knows what I like and how I like it.

She knows my boundaries and which of them can we push together to see if they are, after all, real limit.

She also knows that I am desperate to blur some of her strict lines, like a sort of my personal challenge, but I am wondering if I will get braver enough to ask or if I will have the effective need to do it.

It’s my stop. Here we go, game on.

She is waiting for me in the hotel room, she checked in a bit in advance to “set the mood” which I learnt to understand is her way to meticulously prepare everything.

The exam equipments, the choice of sex toys and who knows what else.

I am starting to loose it now a bit. I have never felt so out of control as in this situation and the thrill of it, letting it go completely, experimenting new things, is intoxicating.

Room 245.

She opens the door. I saw her in some instagram pictures but never in person.

“Oh Hello you!!nice to finally meet you in person, come on in!! Please make yourself comfortable, I took the liberty to order some drinks for us”

She is so pretty, as I thought. Brunette, a bit curvy and toned… and so chatty thank God I barely able to speak at the moment

“All good coming here?”

We go on with the chit chat for a while, we drink some wine, I start to relax a bit.

And then her eyes change as the tone of her voice.

“We should start now”

“We can agree for sure that we can’t wait any longer”

Ah finally I said something resembling an interesting human being!

“I would like for you to take your clothes off, all of them apart for the knickers. We know that in this room you follow my orders, and you do what I please. If you do what I ask you are going to be rewarded.”

“I follow the orders of course I am a good girl, Doctor” with a smirk.

She looks at me whilst I get undressed, she doesn’t loose any of my moves.

She asks me to sit down on the bed.

“Now I would like to start checking these nice breasts of yours, so nice and round look at them”

I am on fire. She is touching my breasts brushing the nipples to see my reaction. My breathing starts to get faster.

“I am happy to finally see the biting of your lip in person, but don’t get too excited already. Now it’s not the time…yet.”

She asks me to turn around on the bed and stand on all fours. Gently moving her hands around my feet, ankles, legs and up until she finds the elastic band of my underwear. But she stops and move a finger in between my legs, so quickly that I gasp.

“I have told you not to get excited already. You don’t get excited when you go to the Doctor. At least until the Doctor said so. And you are so…damn…wet”

Her voice sounds like someone hungry to see and taste more of that. Which makes me wet even more.

“I am sorry but this is so hot”

“Sorry is not enough”

She moves the side of the underwear in between the buttocks so that they are exposed and hit them with a full hand. One first then the other one. And again. And again.

Every spank it’s a mixture of sensations, the hit hurts, it warms up everything but it’s triggering something else. The power play is so arousing that I can’t stop feeling the pain and feeling the pleasure at the same time.

“Are we clear?”

“Yes sorry I won’t do it again”

“Good. Now I need you to lay down completely, I need to check that the temperature is fine before proceeding with the … part that you found yourself liking against all your reserves”

“The enema”

“Exactly”

She never looses contact of my body. She always has one hand on me like a good masseuse during the session that never disconnect the energy bond when moves around the table.

She puts her gloves on and put some lube on two fingers then takes the thermometer and puts some lube on it.

She gently slides one finger between my buttocks, finds the right spot and start to circle the fingers around it. When she is happy enough she inserts one finger in gently

“Mmmh” I can’t stop myself to moan a bit

She then Takes the the therm and slide it in without any difficulties. She moves it a bit up and down. I kinda like the coldness and the movement ..

“All done now, good, temp is normal, while at it I will check that inside all looks fine”

Without further ado she inserts the first finger followed by the second one. Twisting and thrusting and moving them around.

“Mmmh” I find myself moaning with pleasure again.

I can see an half smile on her. She knows that I don’t like the exam-play with no empathy or interactions and that I don’t like the cold detachment of a true exam room. And she is giving me what I want and always craved. Reactions. Calculated maybe, but reactions.

All of a sudden she stops and remove her fingers.

“Time for a good enema to clear up the part and get ready for the rest of the exam”

She goes into the bathroom and comes out with this full bulb enema. Not the one she prefers, I know that. But she puts a cannula in that is longer than expected. And…bigger?

After a gentle insertion, She fills me up rapidly with the first, and after a quick recharge, the second one. She puts a plug in, slowly, playing with it a bit, in and out just to excite me, teasing me, terribly. It’s a complicated set of feelings: the warmth of the water inside me, the plug moving, the fullness feeling..

“Now you can go and free yourself. Take you time and come back here when ready”