I arrived at the clinic around seven am and began getting the things I would need ready. So I could do my receptionistst labs as soon as she got to work.

My receptionist walked in the back door about seven thirty. She saw me and commented that I was there early. I told her good morning and asked how she was doing this morning? She looked at me and told me she was doing good and smiled. I told her as soon as she was settled in. We should get her labs done, so we could get the labs and the samples from her physical sent off when the courier showed up.

She walked back to my office as soon as she had her personal belongings put away. I handed my receptionist a specimen cup and asked her if she needed to pee? She grinned and made her way to the restroom. When she was done she came back to my office and I drew her blood and placed the all the samples in a container for the courier service.

With her labs done, and the test samples ready to be sent off. I asked how her evening was? She told me she had a good evening and was in bed early. I told her I was going to go and start cleaning the exam room before our first appointment arrived. She told me the first appointment wasn't until nine o'clock and she would help me clean.

When we were finished with her physical the night before, it was late and we had left the exam room in a mess. When I entered the exam room the next morning l could see everything that had been left out. When my receptionist entered the exam room, I watched her face to see her facial expressions and her reactions to seeing the instruments that had been used on her during her exam.

She looked around the exam room and saw the stainless steel tray laying on the counter with the rectal thermometer, and the used speculum, the proctoscope was also laying on the tray. She went and put on a pair of gloves and walked over to the tray and looked at the instruments up close not saying anything. My receptionist picked up the proctoscope and looked at the dirty tube it still had dryed lube and some of my receptionists feces on it. I could hear her commenting to herself saying out loud, my god that was up me a long way. She put the scope back on the tray and then with a embarrassed look on her face, told me she was going to go and sterilize this stuff and she would be back. I continued wiping everything thing down, and changing the dirty paper covering the exam table. When she was done she came back in the exam room and told me she was going to empty the garbage can. When she went to pick up the garbage can she saw the crumpled up plastic fleet enema bottle. When I was finished giving her the enema, I didn't bother to put the orange cover back on the nozzle of the bottle I just tossed it in the garbage. She saw the dirty nozzle and let out a little gasp, I think she was surprised to see how dirty the nozzle was. By the time she came back from dumping the garbage can I had the exam room cleaned and ready for the day.

We had some time before the first patient arrived, we made some small talk, talking about this, and that, before my receptionist started talking to me about her exam. She started out by asking me if I remembered her telling me how her physical was making her feel? I told her I remembered, but that she never finished telling me last night. That she started to tell me her feelings of what was happening to her but she never finished. She looked at me and blushed with her face turning red, she told me that was because she had to expell her enema, she couldn't hold it, and that was why she didn't get to finish telling me. I told her I would listen if she still wanted to tell me. She looked at me and nodded her head yes, she told me that this was going to be very embarrassing, I explained to her that she didn't have to tell me. She shook her head no and told me that she wanted to talk to me about her physical and how it made her feel. I looked her in the eyes and nodded my head that she could speak when she was ready.

She told me that last night was the first time a man had ever seen her naked, and not to mention touched her, she went on and told me that parts of the exam were a little painful, and when she had to bend over for me to visually examine her anus that she was very embarrassed, that she had never had to do that before. She told me that it made her feel very submissive, but it also excited and even aroused her. She went on and told that when she saw my finger after her rectal exam, she felt humiliated, knowing that my finger had just been buried in her rectum, and that I was looking at my finger after it had been in her. I didn't say anything I just sat and listened, she told me that a long with the feelings of humiliation, and submission, that she started to feel herself becoming very sexually aroused thinking about what had just been done to her. And now she is starting to understand how the other patients feel when this happens to them. Then she went on telling me that when she was sitting on the toilet expelling her enema that she felt helpless, totally exposed and submissive. We continued to talk, I asked her how she felt during the proctoscope exam, she told me it hurt, it was uncomfortable at first, it was a little painful, and the urge of needing to go to the bathroom was terrible, but after the pain subsided, the physical feelings and the idea of having her anus penetrated was sexually arousing.

She stopped talking for a minute and then told me that she doesn't understand why she experienced all of these emotions and feelings of arousal? Then she looked down at the floor and said that maybe she shouldn't tell me this. But by the time she got home, she couldn't help herself, she went and masterbated. Thinking about everything that was said and done to her during her exam. When she finally looked up from the floor and made eye contact with me, she looked embarrassed and confused. I told her there wasn't anything wrong with how she felt, and that being examined in such an intimate way, that these feelings she experienced weren't out of the ordinary. That a lot of people become sexually aroused during a physical exam. That she shouldn't feel guilty or worry about how she was feeling, becoming aroused was a fairly normal reaction to what she was put through. She said she didn't feel guilty about it, It's the fact that she couldn't control her emotions. That she is a medical professional and she is not supposed to have feelings or become emotionally affected by any thing that happens at the clinic. I told her she should stop worrying about it, especially considering this was done to her, and not a patient. As long as she is professional with the patients, she will be fine. She looked at me and told me that she can control that, and be professional with the patients. She looked at me with a shameful little smile. And then told me that seeing the dirty instruments that I used on her during her exam last night. She had started to get aroused again this morning. I looked at her and couldn't help but smile myself. I then asked how she was feeling now? She looked back up at me sheepishly and told me that telling me all of this was very embarrassing, and it also was making her feel aroused. I told her if she needs to take a break, and take a few minutes for herself to go ahead. My receptionist told me that she thought she should maybe use the bathroom, and then she would be ready for the day. It was almost nine o'clock and time for the first appointment to arrive.