I am nervously waiting for the doctor to come in and get this check-up over with, I suddenly hear footsteps coming up from the side of my door, and then i hear my metal chart being pulled out. A few minutes pass and then I see the doctors face as he walks in smiling, along side him walked in the nurse who did my pre- exam.

The Dr. said: "Hello, Sara I'm Dr.Carlson and I'll be doing your exam today and you're familiar with my nurse from earlier. I've been reading your chart and it looks like we have a through exam to do on you today- looks like there are some check-up requests by your therapist as well. It seems she had some concerns, so I will be accommodating to her wishes as well. Today, I will be dictating my findings to my nurse, so that they're in your chart once we're done. Let's go ahead and start. I'm going to start with your head then check you all the way down to your toes".

I started getting very nervous about what tests my therapist wrote in there, and also a little angry that she didn't warn me. Also, I couldn't believe how attractive he was with his dark hair , early 40s and masculine hands and body. I was getting even more wet. He approached me while I was sitting on the table and started with palpating my neck and the top of my chest. While he was doing this, my half gown started opening up and my breasts were somewhat exposed. He then took his light and checked inside my nose, throat and eyes and he briefly examined my ears with his scope tool.

And then he said outloud to his nurse: "the sinus, throat, ears and thyroid look good". Then he said to me : "Ok, im going to have a listen to your heart and lungs, I'm just going to sneak up underneath your gown here and rest my stethoscope on your breast". He did just that and my nipples immediately started to become erect. He moved his steth around and even at one point, placed it half way on my nipple. He told the nurse: "her heart sounds good".

And she started writing that in my chart. After that, he listened to my lungs and taking those deep breaths allowed me to calm my anxiety alot. He finished up and i knew what was coming next.

Dr.Carlson then said to me: "ok, sara I'd like for you to go ahead and drop your gown to your lap for me, and sit up straight". I did as I was told and knew it was time for my breasts to be examined. I sat there on the table naked from the waste up and he stood in front of me visually examining my breasts. He then said: "I'm going to touch your breasts now". He put one hand on my back and the other hand on my areolas and then made little circles all the way out to the edges. First starting with the right and then reaching over to the left breast. He then surprisingly asked me: "could you put both arms above your head and to look up please, im going to examine your nipples". I didn't understand what this was for but i did as i was told. Arms up and looking up and away from my breasts. Suddenly he said: "you're going to feel a quick pinch, im just checking for irregularities, as well as your stimulation response". He did it so fast i didn't know what what happening. While looking up , i felt so vulnerable. i felt intense pressure on both of my nipples at the same time. Right after this he said "could you please lay down for me, I'd like to check your breasts once more while you're flat on the table. Go ahead and place your arms above your head again". I did so and again felt him throughly rubbing my large breasts. As he was finishing up, the Dr. told his nurse: "please put in the notes that Sara's breasts are fully developed and looks like a D cup size. also, that the nipple stimulation test was positive and they became erect". I felt embarrassed by the amount of detail in these notes.

From there he left the gown still at my lap, and started to palpate each side of my abdomen, and then slipped his hand underneath my drape and felt the top of my pubic bone. He swiftly moved on from there and put my top gown back on me. He dictated to his nurse again: " abdomen looks and feels healthy".

The Dr. then said to me: "Sara, I'd like to perform a complete pelvic exam on you today. please place your feet in these stirrups that I pulled out and then scoot your bottom to the edge of the table" . I asked him if this was necessary, being that I wasn't sexually active and he said : "yes, this is part of the mandatory physical requested by your therapist, and its very important to be checked annually". I did as I was told and then scooted down in protest. Once I was ready, the Dr. told me: "I'm going to start by doing an inspection of your outer vaginal area, anus, Clitoris, and labia by spreading them open with my fingers". I was super aroused by this description . I couldn't see what he was doing to me, I could only feel it.

I layed there flat on the exam table looking up at the ceiling and just feeling his gloved fingers spread my labia open and gently tug on the folds. He used both hands to seperate me and inspect. I then felt his fingers touching my clit, and pulling back the hood. I squirmed at the touch of my most sensitive button. I tried to close my legs and he said sternly: "Sara, I need to examine you. You must keep your legs open so that I can test your stimulation response. If you don't, ill have my nurse come hold you open".

I then tried my best not to squirm and to keep my legs open for the exam. He continued to tap on my clit a couple more times and then he moved down to my anus. There, he pressed on my hole and gently and used his 2 thumbs to spread my anus open. He said to me: "I'm just taking a peek at your anus". Then stopped and dictated to his nurse again: " Go ahead an write that her labia folds look healthy and pink, but her anus looks like there might need to be further examination and also write that Sara's Clitoris responded well to basic stimulation and that it is engorging". I was embarrassed that this was being tested on me and more so, that it was being written down in my chart.

The doctor said next: "I'm going to continue on with your pelvic exam by inserting a speculum into your vagina and then taking some swabs on various parts of your genital area. Then I'l do a bi- manual exam to check your ovaries, which means ill insert my fingers while palpating your lower abdomen". The doctor proceeded, i was thinking that I'm at the end of this exam finally, and i just have to get thru this part. I start to feel the cold speculum enter me, and stretch me open. Then I feel the swabs being inserted, and a slight pinch from one of them. Suddenly i felt this large soft swab rolling on top of my clit. I started to squirm again and i almost closed my legs, but then remembered the consequence of trying to prevent the exam that way. The doctor then said: "sara, you're going to make it, I'm almost done with taking the samples. I just have 2 more swabs, 1 on the side of your clit and one on the outside of your anus . Im going to have my nurse hold your legs open just to be sure i can get those". I was not happy about this, i didn't need to be held open. Just as I was starting to panic, i felt the nurses hands on my knees. I could see her in full view standing between my legs next to the doctor. She was looking straight into my genitals while putting pressure on my knees, locking them into the stirrips. I couldn't close them or lift them. I then felt the last 2 swabs on me, exactly where he said they'd go. I felt this rolling soft tip on the side of my clit, and i started squirming again, but now the Dr. just kept working thru it as tho it didn't matter, because he knew i couldn't close my legs. And then i felt the rolling soft tip on my anus, which really tickled and he seemed to continue this one a little longer, but the nurse was holding me down and I was stuck and had to just endure it. The doctor then removed the speculum and inserted his large fingers, just as he said he was going to do. I then felt him pressing on my lower abdominal area with his other hand and this part seemed to last a little while . He then stops with the second hand on pressing in my belly, and leaves his fingers inside me. Both the nurse and the doctor are staring at my vagina. I then felt this incredible pleasure by the touch of his finger doing something inside me. I think he is stroking my g-spot. He then says : "Sara, i am just stimulating your g-spot to check your response. The g-spot is part of your Clitoris and it is important to have full function". Then he stopped, and pulled his fingers out. i really would have liked for him to do that to me a little bit longer, although, this meant that we were finally done with the physical, so I can play later at home with my large vibrating dildo.

The Dr. started wiping me up with a towel- he wiped from my Clitoris to in between my labia and vagina, all the way down to my anus. It was really hard to keep my legs open for him while he was doing this because it was arousing having all of my genitals touched and rubbed. I found it odd that the nurse hadn't yet let go of me after he was done wiping.

Just then the Dr. explained: " Sara, im going to do a complete examination of your rectum now. This won't hurt. It'll just be uncomfortable, and you'll feel some pressure." I protested this and he replied: "This is for your own good, you need to be checked to make sure your healthy". I started to feel his large finger at my anus, and he pressed it on there and gently massaged it while saying: "take deep breaths, relax your abdominal muscles and shoulders. Just let your body completely rest on the exam table" . I actually did as I was told, and felt relaxed and heavy being supported by the table. That is just when i felt the pressure at my back door. He pushed his thick, long finger up my Butt . It felt like it was never ending. It was a hard long slippery rod feel. The nurse was still holding me open and watching him violate my virgin ass hole , slowly and completely. Just when he got in, he started to twist his finger as well as press down on my abdomen with his other gloved hand. I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter .

Suddenly he said: "I'm going to insert my other fingers into your vagina now so that i can feel your perineum". He took his other hand and slipped it just inside my vaginal hole. Then I felt pressure again been his hands. This rectal exam seemed to last forever. Finally he pulled out, wiped my asshole , and then I sat up at the foot of the table. The dr. Then said to his nurse (who finally let go of me): "please write in Sara's notes that her pelvic exam went well. She has normal development and also has her hymen still in tact. Sara passed her g-spot stimulation test as well as her a-spot stimulation test . Please also write that her rectum felt normal and she was able to fully relax and accept the exam, with only minor restraint from the nurse". He then said to me: "Sara, we have finished your physical exam today." Then he said to his nurse: " go ahead and bring her therapist in now". I was both relived and then instantly concerned. I didn't understand why my therapist was being brought in.

Just then, the nurse comes in with my therapist and they shut the door behind them and sit in the chairs, while my doctor is sitting on the rolling stool and I'm still sitting up at the edge of the table with only my half gown on and the drape, with my butt exposed.

My therapist starts by asking how everything went with the physical today and my doctor started to tell her all the notes he had written about me , including my sexual stimulation tests. and then the nurse discussed the results from my exam prep with her, including my naked weight measurement and the supervised urine sample. I was becoming extremely embarrassed. My therapist just nodded and took the information . And then she asked the doctor if she could check my skin for any bruising just in case there is evident self harm. I interjected and told her "no, that i don't even self harm. But she asked the doctor to confirm as he just saw my whole body. The Dr. did confirm which was nice and then my therapist asked for a quick look , because he wasn't looking for it so maybe he didn't see it. The doctor said: "No problem, you can go ahead and take a look at her if you suspect something."

I immediately felt out of control and upset that he gave permission to look at my body. I started to really protest this and all 3 people, the Dr. , nurse, and therapist said that if i had nothing to hide then this shouldn't be a problem. The Dr. Then said to me: " Sara, im going to remove your gown and drape now and have you stand up for us on the floor here". I refused to let him take it off, and then my therapist came over to me on the table and calmed me down and said: "Sara, lie down for me for just a minute". I did so, and she proceeded in a soft hush tone: "I'm not forcing you to do this, it's just for your protection. I'm just using this opportunity with the doctor here to make sure I'm giving you the best treatment. I only want to check you quick". After lying down for a few minutes and breathing, i calmed down and finally got up and submitted to this inspection. The doctor took off my gown and drape and the nurse grabbed my wrists and asked me to put my arms above my head as I stood there naked for my therapist to check me. All 3 people were now looking at me from head to toe. It was humiliating. My wetness started to come in overload and I started dripping down between my legs. The Dr. noticed it and grabbed some towels and wiped up my inner thighs while I stood there with my arms up. My therapist asked the doctor: "could you please lift her breasts up for me, i just want to check underneath". Then the doctor came with his large hands and lifted them up, then my nipples became erect again, while my therapist was closely looking underneath . She then walked behind me and asked the doctor: " could you gently part her butt cheeks just for a quick peek". I stood there feeling my cheeks being opened up and inspected. My therapist mentioned that she saw some brusing on my body. They all said that I was done now and that I could get dressed. I was relieved. I finally got dressed and met them in my doctor's office next to the exam room.

My therapist started by saying: "Sara, we would like for you to enter a mental treatment facility, so that you can get help." I dis-agreed and asked why that was necessary and what would this really help with. My therapist said: " you have self- image concerns, you isolate because you're so obsessed with how you look and you don't feel worthy of doing things like sex . Also, they will give you relaxation treatments among many other things". I didn't agree with this, but I told them i would go do treatment and then they said that they'll send my therapy notes and medical notes from the physical exam over to the facility right now. I didn't like this because that had extremely personal information on it. I wondered why a mental treatment facility would want all of that . My therapist said that I should check into the facility right now, being that I've committed to going. I told her that I didnt pack anything and she said not to worry about that.

We finally arrived at this facility and there, I felt a person's hand rest on my shoulder from behind me. I turned around and a nurse in scrubs smiled at me, and behind her stood 2 large , good looking men in white uniforms. The nurse said: "Sara, welcome to treatment. Please , come with me to the patient check- in bay". She led me down the hall, as the 2 men walked right behind me. she showed me to a large well lit room with large glass windows over looking the trails and lake .

Inside this room there was an exam table, x- ray machine, cameras on the walls and one on a tripod on the floor, and also a whole counter full of medical supplies. I told the nurse that I had already had a physical today, and she said: " I'm well aware, I read all of the notes about your exam today . In this room today we'll just be doing a few things and then orientation".

I was relieved that I didn't have to do another physical, but I wondered what on earth could possibly be needed outside of what was done today. The nurse then said: "Sara, please remove your clothing and put them inside this bag, you won't be needing them anymore in your treatment". I became uneasy and wondered what sort of treatment I am going to be receiving here.... coming soon.... Chapter 3: "Sara's Treatment at the mental facility"