My name is Sara and

At my recent appointment with my psycho-therapist, I was told that a physical exam was required for my treatment plan update. (I am currently being treated for anxiety as well as for my negative self image) .

I told my therapist that I didn't think it would matter if I got a physical, because I am a healthy and young lady in my 20s. Nonetheless, my therapist said: "Sara, the exam is mandatory and you can't get out of it, now into a gown you go".

my therapist escorted me to the medical clinic downstairs that was associated with my therapist. The nurse called me back and showed me to a room, and my therapist stayed in the waiting room. the nurse went over some basic health questions, and then asked me to remove all of my clothes (including bra and underwear) and to put on a half gown with the opening in the front, and then to place a thin drape over my lap. I was very nervous and worried that the nurse would turn around and see me taking my clothes off, but the nurse worked on her computer while I stripped behind her.

After getting the gown on, I got up on the table then the nurse came over with her medical supplies.

The nurse said: "first I'm going to get your vitals, weight and urine, and then ill send for the doctor". let's go ahead and check your weight. Ill have to take you to the scale at the nurses station just outside this exam room".

I nervously got up from the table and wrapped my drape around my waist like a beach towel and took small steps to the station. Hoping i wouldn't tear the one and only thin bottom covering. I arrived to the scale and there was a privacy wall. The nurse then said " ok, ill go ahead and take your drape and top gown and place it here on the little ledge". I was shocked and didn't want to, but i didn't want to make a scene either. I turned around to see if anyone was looking, there was only a couple nurses and then one patient being walked to his room, along with my therapist i could see in the waiting room. once i thought no one was looking, i quickly surrendered my drape to get this over with. I was now standing on the scale in a common area, completely butt naked being weighed. The numbers on the scale couldn't come fast enough. Finally they came up and she marked it down.

Then the nurse said : "Ok, sara i need you step off the scale and to turn around, i am going to measure your height". I was so embarrassed , i now would be full frontal in front of people with my breasts and pelvic area exposed. I fought this one and asked her if it was necessary to be naked for this and she said : " yes, i could give you back your gown and drape but you're just talking a few seconds here, can you please just stand up straight for me and we'll get this done?". I just quickly turned around and did it. The other nurses watched me and also a doctor from far away saw my large breasts standing out at full attention, and she looked my body up and down. The nurse gave my gown back finally and i covered myself quickly. The nurse said that she is going to get a urine sample now and escorted me into the bathroom. I asked her if she could wait outside the door and she said: "sorry Sara, I was told that for the type of physical you need today, that I have to watch you provide the urine sample".

I questioned her immediately asking what that meant by: "type of physical" and she said: "well,it looks like you have some notes in your chart from your therapist asking us for certain tests to be completed as well a request for a supervised urine sample". I was very upset about this , and asked what other things were on the chart from my therapist and the nurse said : "there are many, but one was that your therapist wanted us to weigh you without any clothing on". This sounded very strange to me and i was more upset.

The nurse said: "ok, Sara let's continue with the urine sample, it's very easy you can do this". She took my lower drape and i sat down on the toilet and just as i started to pee she said: "ok, please stop urinating right now, because i need to catch it mid-stream". It was really hard to hold at this point and instead of giving me the cup to do for myself, she bent over in front of me while opening a wipe saying: " sara, im just going to clean and sterilize your urethra and vaginal opening so that it's a clean catch". I had the hardest time, not only was i already super wet from being naked and exposed, but now she's going to touch me between my legs and clean me. She opened my knees and then took the wipe with a gloved hand and pressed on my labia. Now all i could feel was her fingers wiggling around and then this cold somewhat burning sensation inside my labia. She then said: "ok you're all set, go ahead and pee in the cup". I looked down and she was holding a cup underneath me like i was a little kid. I finished peeing and she took the cup and put it in the little window in the wall next to my head. Another nurse opened the window from the other side, and said " you did great Sara, good sample". I didnt know someone was there listening, how embarrassing.

The nurse then said to me: "Ok I'm all finished up with the preliminaries, ill walk you back to your exam room". I grabbed my lower drape and covered myself and then followed her to the room. Once there, she left the door open and said: "Ok, lie down on the table for me, and the doctor will be right in". I didn't want to lie down, i just stayed sitting up and she let me win this one. She left and didn't shut the door. So now I was sitting on the table wondering what else was going to happen in this physical today.

Chapter 2 continues Soon....